second chance

in my life, i will never give someone a second chance. what is a second chance? it's not in my dictionary.

it is okay to say sorry to me, it is okay to ignore me, it is okay to break me up, and i will accept you apology..

but, it doesn't mean that i will forget all of your mistake right? there's no second chance. at least i have known that you suck! you have hurted my heart and you have given me a bad memory. yes i know you more. yes i know you better. yess i know your bad things, yess you were so mean to me. but, sorry, no second chance.

if we break up already, there will no relationship again between us forever.

if we are enemy for once, there will no friendship between us again forever.

why?
because love is not only one. friend is not only you. there are so manyyyyyyyyyyyyyy people out there.
there are so manyyyyy boys out there. so manyyyyyyy best friends that i will search.
God has created us in a vary characters, personalities and faces.
that's why, i want to forget all my past and start of something new.
i'll find all things new if all of my stories end.
remember, no second chance!
THERE WILL BE NO SECOND CHANCE!

maturity (inner and outter)

how to be mature? :( i am a 16 years old girl. i can't eat an ice cream professionaly. my body looks small, tiny, short and fat. these are 3 words to describe me most. i want to be more mature and taller. please.. if there's a fairy, i want i wish please make me more mature. i don't want to be childish as my age is going older every day. i want to change all of my bad habits. but my friends say that i am thin already :( so saddd.
what do i have to do now? help me if you know how to be more mature.
but guys, actually, i solve problems professionaly, i dress up beautifully :), i eat comfortly, i help all of my friends sincerely, i love my boyfriend trully, i study lazily, and i pray regularly.
maturity of someone can't be measure by age, right?
but.. i still want to look elegant, i want to have a better outter and beautiful inner.
who sees inner rather than outter?
everyone sees outter first, and then inner second.
but who can reads inner?

he does!

day by day

i treasure every moment i spend with him :)

i love him more n more each day

he's getting nicer and more caring each day

i don't know why ^^

but i am happy to have him like this

what things that make him like this? ^^

but i love him the way he is.

i accept him with all of his good things and bad things ^^

if he doesn't care, i will still care..

i

will

always

..................

irene loves andrew

sincerely

i care even if they don't care
i care even if he doesn't care
i care even if she doesn't care
i care even if no one cares :)

i do love them even if they don't love me :)
still.. sincerely i love him.
i love all people in the world.

LG LOLLIPOP

i love this cute small stylish cellphone made by LG. unfortunately it's only available in Korea. Indonesia doesn's provide these yet, maybe some other time. OMG. i love this. see the vary of the colours. bright, simple, but great ^^ i hope my country provides this immediately T.T

Please distribute this to Indonesiaa :) we are waiting for this cute cellphone.

GOD part 2

here i am to worship,

let me use my talent to worship You, God. Let me use my mouth to sing and praise You Lord, let me use myself to make you happy.

I'm Yours, Lord..

GOD

i am tired of love life, God.. You are the one who understands me well. No one pays attention to me. Sometimes i feel like i'm a stranger. No one cares. No one helps. No one understands. No one besides me. God, but You're living in my heart. I know that You always hear my pray. Even each words that i say through my mouth are my pray. Why God creates a lonely feeling?
I don't feel lonely, but i can't stand this situation. I really want to talk about my problem, but it's not appropriate to talk by now.
Sometimes, HOPES make us DISAPPOINTED, rite? why why why? Why there's hope? what do hope stands for?
There's a time when my family, my best friends, and my boyfriend leave me alone and it's time for me and You, God. They have their own task to do. I am just too bad for them.
Why do i hate myself? How to make them proud of who i am? What do i have to do? T.T
GOD, here i am, screaming out loud inside my heart, crying without any tears, and smiling in front of others. oh, how great i am!
GOD. I am tired of this.