i was undecide. that was the worst ever. how could i said it easily without thinking? why? i felt stupid. i didn't know what's the fact yet. i just said yes, yes and yes certainly. how dull am i!
hmm i just thinkting right know.
if i can turn back time, probably i won't feel this way.
it's hurt. envy, jealous, angry, but you don't feel the same way.
shup up and close your mouth. i hate you damn much!
i don't need to care about you anymore.
i'm tired of this. i've tried to be survive.
Hope all things around me will support me.